Biggles fic: Old Words
Jun. 4th, 2025 11:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Old Words (1978 words) by Sholio
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Biggles Series - W. E. Johns
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Biggles" Bigglesworth & Erich Von Stalhein
Characters: Erich von Stalhein, James "Biggles" Bigglesworth
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Friendship, Developing Relationship, Secret Messages
Summary: Some time after Buries a Hatchet/Looks Back, Biggles and Erich find an old message in an abandoned dead drop.
Also posted under the cut.
( Old Words - 2000 wds )
Knees
Jun. 4th, 2025 11:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's fluctuating between better and worse, but not letting me run. I've been consistently sleeping on my right side, so my left knee has greatly reduced its popping and pain, and I haven't had to brace. But it's continued hurting in a different place, more front and center, just over the bottom of the patella.
I managed a run last Thursday--only one hill rep, because my cardio is trash again. Then Friday I was running again, but I was getting a stabbing pain on the top of my knee with every step.
I eventually figured out it was a tight quadriceps from weeks of compensating for a bad knee. So I kept running--tight muscles are the least alarming pain, for they respond to stretching. Then I did something monumentally stupid: I realized if I bent my knee more, the quad hurt less, so I bent my knee more.
One wrong step, and my knee went from painless to erupting in pain. I was stranded a mile from home, so I had to hobble and limp--and I couldn't even take my normal route home, because it goes up a hill. So I detoured down to Main Street, where the route was flat, and I ended up hobbling a mile and a half (in a way that obviously aggravated my quads, too).
My knee did get slightly better, in the sense that it didn't hurt if I walked on it around the house.
Then on Saturday I was continuing my decluttering project, and I don't know what I did, but I think maybe it was kneeling to get the DVDs and DVD player out from the bottom of the television console.
About a minute after I got up, my knee was hurting in a way that no amount of compensating could make go away.
I lay down and iced it, and it *still* hurt with every step an hour later.
So I didn't do any walking all weekend, except around the house. Monday I managed a walk to the grocery store, but no running. Yesterday I managed a 3-hour hike, with uphills and downhills and rock scrambling, and my knee mostly held up! Except that sometimes it protested the downhill slightly, and a couple of times, something moved in a non-painful but alarming "this isn't supposed to move like that" way. Fortunately, it didn't do that very strongly until the end of the walk, when I was literally standing across the street from my driveway. So I hobbled across the street and up the parking lot, and then it got better. I think it was triggered by something in changing my stride from trail walking to flat asphalt walking.
I walked to the grocery store and back today, and it was fine, but as I got home, the side of my knee started doing the weird thing again. So I decided not to do the housework I had planned, which involved kneeling.
Maybe at some point, I'll be permitted to run again. Hopefully while I can still do one cemetery loop, and not where I was a couple months ago, where my cardio was *so* bad I couldn't even do one.
Consider me disgruntled but determined.
I know it made your head spin, what we did with money
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Because my day was scrambled by a canceled appointment, after I had made a lot of phone calls
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( Did you love mimesis? )
I can't help feeling that last night's primary dream emerged from a fender-bender in the art-horror 1970's because once the photographer who had done his aggressive and insistently off-base best to involve me in a blackmail scandal had killed himself, all of a sudden the hotel where I had been attending a convention with my husbands had a supernatural problem. Waking in the twenty-first century, I appreciate it could be solved eventually with post-mortem mediation rather than exorcistic violence, but it feels like yet another subgenre intruding that the psychopomp for the job was a WWI German POW.
Word: Banjax
Jun. 4th, 2025 03:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Wednesday's word is...
...banjax.
1. ruin, incapacitate, or break.
I found this new-to-me word in the Inspector Rebus I just finished (Saints of the Shadow Bible).
"...Reckons we banjaxed the Saunders case to keep a good snitch on the street."
I would also like to add this saying (also new-to-me) from the same which is very Rebus.
Fair exchange is no robbery
That is definitely going to be the title of my next hard-boiled detective fic. It's great.
Book Bingo: June 2025
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LBGTQ+: Born to Be Posthumous: The Eccentric Life and Mysterious Genius of Edward Gorey by Mark Derby. An interesting life. This is a long work, however, and at times was a slog just because of the length. 500+ pages.
Multiple POV: The Guest List by Lucy Foley. Of course, you can't think of a Multiple POV book when you want to, so I googled it and got this, and my library had it on audiobook. It's a modern And then there were none with everyone coming to a wedding on an island. No one is likeable. Really, they're all sort of awful. And it wasn't clever. And public school boys bullying someone to death is too cliche for me. But it held my attention enough to finish it. 10+hours. Ensemble narrator cast.
Anthology/Collection: The Hurting Kind by Ada Limón. An excellent collection of poetry by the US Poet Laureate. I listened to audio verison in her own voice, which I recommend. I included some of my favorites in an April post: https://stonepicnicking-okapi.dreamwidth.org/598098.html
Friendship: Seafire by Natalie C. Parker. This was my 'blind date' book I got at the library in February. It was a YA fantasy book of a kind of Mad Max world on the water. The main characters are young women who are captain and crew of a ship which is renegade/rogue, fighting against the warlord who controls the area. It was good. The world building was interesting. I'm not going to read the next in the series but I enjoyed it. Friendship is definitely a main theme. [I am also trying to do as many squares as I can of
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Movie/TV-tie in: Because of Winn-Dixie by Kate DiCamillo. This was the first book on the 'Reading List for 4th graders' sent Minisculus' teacher, and I decided to make a Mother-Son book club. It's a sweet little book about a girl in Florida. They made a movie out of it. Winn-Dixie for unfamiliar is a grocery store chain and the girl names the stray dog (like Annie and Sandy) after the grocery store she finds it in. Minisculus, of course, reads manga and Percy Jackson. But he needs more torture in his life :) [also for G-I-1: children's book]
Northwards
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I took a walk along the Hudson, stopping at a little side canal, or whatever they are called, when I saw a bridge and inviting shadows (the sun was overly warm and the hair humid and kind of dirty). I snapped this shot:

If it works right, and you embiggen, look just above the top branch of the fallen tree. I'd spotted a pair of geeze swimming toward it, and thought they'd make a splendid shot framed by the two branches. But they never emerged from behind the top one, some twenty feet below me and upstream. I could see the ripples from them paddling, but no sign of the geese.
When I looked closer, I just spotted a black and white goose head peeking at me from beyond that branch. They were clearly waiting for the monster to lurk somewhere else.
And now I'm on my way northwards toward Montreal, which I should reach this evening.
I get the feeling that these people make their own problems....
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I have a 10-month-old grandson whom I adore, but I'm not allowed to kiss him -- not even on the back of his head. Recently, in a moment of pure affection, I forgot and gently kissed the back of his head. It was instinctual. I love him so much, it just happened.
The reaction was swift and harsh. I was scolded and now I'm not allowed to hold him unless he's sitting on my lap, facing away from me. To make matters worse, I'm only allowed to see him every other weekend for two hours, and someone has to be in the room to supervise me the entire time.
I've tried to talk to my son about it, but any attempt leads to an argument or a shutdown. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells just to be near my grandson, and my heart is breaking.
Is there anything I can do in this situation? I feel so lost. -- Heartbroken Nana
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2. Dear Annie: I've been dating a wonderful man for five years, and for the most part, our relationship is strong and loving. We don't live together, so we typically see each other just a couple of times a week, with more time together when we go on vacation. That time feels precious to me. But lately, I've found myself increasingly frustrated, and I'm not sure how to bring it up without sounding jealous or petty.
The issue is his 30-year-old son, who calls or texts him constantly, even when we're on vacation. It's not about emergencies -- just frequent check-ins or casual conversations that end up interrupting our time together. I understand and respect the bond between a father and son, but I can't help feeling like a third wheel when we're supposed to be enjoying quality time as a couple.
I don't want to compete for attention, and I certainly don't want to damage their relationship. I just wish my partner could create some boundaries during our time together so we can stay focused on each other.
How can I bring this up in a way that's honest but kind, and without sounding like I'm being unreasonable? -- Feeling Overlooked
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Her physical abuse stopped when I fought back at 17. When I was 18, it was the last time her precious prince of a son raised his fist to me because I told him I'd press charges and have him arrested. The sexual abuse had stopped when I was 12, and I realized she'd known what had been happening the whole time. It also ended my wanting a relationship with my mother, but her emotional abuse continued until she died in 2013.
I am being told that, because she's dead, I should just let it go. My siblings backed her because they wanted to be in Mommy's good graces. After years of hatred and abuse, I believed the only family I had were my own two children, but even they are cold to me now. They scold me -- "Your mother's dead. Get over it." How do I explain that when abuse starts before a child can walk, you DON'T just "get over it"? -- BLEEDING HEART IN OHIO
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Wednesday had text and phonecalls about credit card fraud BEFORE COFFEE*
Jun. 4th, 2025 04:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
What I read
KJ Charles, Copper Script (2025): somehow not among my top KJCs.
Finished Bitch in a Bonnet Vol 2, perhaps even better than vol 1.
Angela Thirkell, The Old Bank House (1949): not quite sure why this got to be picked as a Virago Modern Classic: WO WO Iron Heel of THEM i.e. the 1945 Labour Government, moan whinge, etc etc; also several rather repetitious passages of older generation maundering to themselves about the dire prospects that await the younger members.
Finished Dragon's Teeth, the last parts of which were quite the wild ride.
Latest Slightly Foxed, a bit underwhelmed, well, they can't always be talking about things that really interest/excite me or rouse fond memories I suppose.
On the go
Have started Upton Sinclair. Wide is the Gate (Lanny Budd, #4) (1943) simply because I had very strong 'what happens next? urges after the end of Dragon's Teeth, but that gets answered in the first few chapters, and I think that in this one we're already getting strong hints that Lanny is about to head southwards to Spain, just in time for things to start getting violent. I might take a break.
I have just started a romance by an author I have vaguely heard well of and was a Kobo deal but don't think it's for me.
Up next
Dunno: perhaps that Gail Godwin memoir.
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*Even barely woken up I was not at all sure that this was not all one of those cunning scams that is in fact a fraudster telling you they are your bank/credit card co, but it turned out it was actually about somebody making fraudulent charges - in really odd small ways - on my card, when I got onto the website and found the number to ring - the number being called from with automated menu bearing no resemblance to the one on my card, ahem - went through all the procedures and card is being cancelled and new one sent. SIGH. This is second credit card hoohah in two days, yesterday got text re upcoming due payment for which bill has so far failed to arrive, for the one for which logging into website involves dangers untold and hardships unnumbered and having the mobile app. (Eventually all resolved.)
25 Things in 2025 - June Additions
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16 - 30 Days Wild
Organised by The Wildlife Trust, the aim is to spend at least a few minutes each day noticing wildlife and hopefully doing something to improve conditions for wildlife locally. This includes keeping a nature journal or photo log, so that's what I'm planning to do.
17 - Book Leger holiday for 2026
Daughter and I have been talking about where we're going next year, but so far haven't booked anything. It will be good to get that sorted.
Link soup, from quite a range of dates
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As always, I use Export Tabs to wrangle this. And maybe my current 1,625 tab count will decrease some after I close all these?
https://chromewebstore.google.com/detail/export-tabs/odafagokkafdbbeojliiojjmimakacil?hl=en
Some good news from the south:
Woman who went on the lam with untreated TB is now cured | Ars Technica
https://arstechnica.com/science/2024/07/woman-who-went-on-the-lam-with-untreated-tb-is-now-cured/
Mechanical Watch – Bartosz Ciechanowski
https://ciechanow.ski/mechanical-watch/
How a North Korean Fake IT Worker Tried to Infiltrate Us
https://blog.knowbe4.com/how-a-north-korean-fake-it-worker-tried-to-infiltrate-us
How I Got My Laser Eye Injury - Funranium Labs
https://www.funraniumlabs.com/2024/07/how-i-got-my-laser-eye-injury/
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But now I'm a villain, I'm a killer, a dying light
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News & Views
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2. I have finally started actually writing my casefic for the exchange.
3. School is winding down for the boys. Their last day is 18 June.
4. I realized that the book that Minisculus and I are reading was made into a film (Because of Winn-Dixie) so I have my movie-tie in for the book bingo.
5. 13 June is FESTA day, which is the day BTS debuted (so BTS birthday). All but SUGA will be out by then.
I wish I could make this look this easy.
Ever since I met you, honey, I just want to get laid
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Vaguely connected things
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Women's higher education in London dates from the late 1840s, with the foundation of Bedford College by the Unitarian benefactor, Elisabeth Jesser Reid. Bedford was initially a teaching institution independent of the University of London, which was itself an examining institution, established in 1836. Over the next three decades, London University examinations were available only to male students.
Demands for women to sit examinations (and receive degrees) increased in the 1860s. After initial resistance a compromise was reached.
In August 1868 the University announced that female students aged 17 or over would be admitted to the University to sit a new kind of assessment: the 'General Examination for Women'.
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Sexism in science: 7 women whose trailblazing work shattered stereotypes. Yeah, we note that this was over 100 years since the ladies sitting the University of London exams, and passing.
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A couple of recent contributions from Campop about employment issues in the past:
Who was self-employed in the past?:
It is often assumed that industrial Britain, with its large factories and mines employing thousands of people, left little space for individuals running their own businesses. But not everyone was employed as a worker for others. Some exercised a level of agency operating on their own as business proprietors, even if they were also often very constrained.
Over most of the second half of the 19th century as industrialisation accelerated, the self-employed remained a significant proportion of the population – about 15 percent of the total economically active. It was only in the mid-20th century that the proportion plummeted to around eight percent.
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Home Duties in the 1921 Census:
What women in ‘home duties’ were precisely engaged in still remains a mystery, reflecting the regular obstruction of women’s everyday activity from the record across history. For some, surely ‘home duties’ reflected hard physical labour (particularly in washing), as well as hours of childcare exceeding the length of the factory day. For others, particularly the aspirational bourgeois, the activities of “home duties” involved little actual housework. 5.1 percent of wives in home duties had servants to assist them, a rate which doubled for clerks’ wives to 11.7 percent. For them, household “work” involved little physical action. Though this may have given some of these women the opportunity to spend their hours in cultural activities or socialising, for others it possibly reflected crushing boredom.
Though I wonder to what extent these women were doing something, more informally, that would be invisible to the census and formal measures generally that contributed to the household economy - I'm thinking of the neighbour in my childhood who cut hair at home - ads in interwar women's mags for various money-making home-based schemes - writers one has heard whose sales were a significant factor in the overall family income - etc
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And on informal contributions, Beyond Formal and Informal: Giving Back Political Agency to Female Diplomats in Early Nineteenth Century Europe:
[H]istorians such as Jeroen Duindam show that there were never explicitly separate spheres for men and women when working for the state in the early nineteenth-century. Drawing a line separating ‘formal’ and ‘informal’ diplomats in the early nineteenth-century, simply based on their gender alone, does not do these women justice.
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And I am very happy to see this receiving recognition, though how far has something which got reprinted after 30 years be considered languishing in obscurity, huh? as opposed to having created a persistent fanbase: A Matter of Oaths – Helen Wright.
Some more scattered Babylon 5 thoughts
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( Full series spoilers, mostly Londo related )